"not me"...

Ok so I’m feeling slightly frustrated, but at the same time - not…a little uptight, but not…just feeling a little unsettled…kinda…or not…

I don’t know…

I’m confused, but not really…a little “lost”…just a little…lost…

Theres this “thing”, a little “thing”, some “thing” inside me that’s making me feel on edge…and stressed…and just generally NOT calm…"jittery" – that’s the word!

Anyway I wanna climb to the top of a mountain and just yell...let it all out...

not gonna happen...PLUS theres this poster in front of me stating "calmness is power"...hmph...

Wanna squash it and make it go away…its making me think…making me nostalgic…making me want to go back…I miss what I’m missing…SO MUCH...

Its making me…not me.