Wednesday, December 06, 2006

I'd like to say...

I’d like to say I could, but I can’t…
I’d like to say I would, but I won’t…
I’d like to say I’ll try, but I don’t think I will…
I’d like to say it doesn’t matter, but deep down, it does…
I’d like to say its ok, and mean it – but its not…

I’d like to say I’m satisfied, content, living life to the full…that I know where I’m going, know where I’m heading, am stable, confident and sure…that some things don’t matter – others do, and that I’ve prioritised these, weighted them, and have a grip…that I won’t be swayed, I won’t be tempted and I won’t make choices or decisions that aren’t my own…

I’ve got all that I need, everything I could ever want, yet…I’m torn.

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