Thoughts about...things...

1) In 5 days time I'll only have 3 years left! Thing is, as increasingly "impossible" as it seems to get with every passing year, I'm somehow not worried...hmm...maybe that in itself is something to worry about? Anyway, any updates?!
2) I swear I saw Kel at Coles the other night - ok so it wasn't really Kel – just a complete look-a-like. Anyway, it was freaky – talk about a double-take...
3) Less than AUD$80 for a return ticket to Phuket – how can you resist?!
4) Ben’s birthday present – mums stressed – she doesn’t know what to get him coz “nothings ever good enough” and “he can’t even fake liking it anymore!” Anyway, so she ends up buying him exactly what he wants. And now he doesn’t want it anymore...on the other hand, I thought I had the perfect present planned out – honestly, it really was good…but noooo…apparently I have to upgrade…thought crossed my mind at the time – I dismissed it…now it looks like its gonna happen anyway...sigh…should have just gone with it initially...
5) “How are you?”
“Yeah, good” blah blah blah…
“So hows everything going?”
“Yeah, everythings ok” blah blah blah…
“So how’ve you been?”
“ok” blah blah blah…its about now I realise somethings up! I wonder why people just don’t say what they wanna say…ok ok I guess there are reasons, but still…its me!! Just say it!
6) Does it really matter what other people think? Like really matter?
7) Lately, a lot of people have been asking me stuff about Ben – it kinda makes more sense to just go straight to him, doesn’t it? So that you hear it straight from the horses mouth?! I find it quite amusing! Even more so considering I’m totally outta the loop…
8) I really wished Bambu would call back, but then canary club did…and now its all good! Yeah! TBC is gonna be C’d! haha
9) Chocolate cake, caramel sauce, vanilla ice-cream, pecans – so much for my healthy eating plan! Then there was the strawberry shortcake drink – yes, a drink and real fruit sundae with the whole mix of fruit – yes, we ordered all of it together with a vienna coffee with cream...mmm…cream!
10) Last week Dad booked me in to see the optometrist...now he says I should go to the dentist – hmmm…I think he thinks I need to be checked up! And hes right! My right eye has become worse…sigh…what to do?! Hope my teeth are ok!
11) Smile – don’t frown – you don’t want to get old and wrinkly!
12) Black on one side, white on the other and a whole lot of grey in-between…I wish I was young-er…there was no need to worry or think too much about things…life was simpler…but way back then I wished I was older and could make my own choices…be “independent”…do what I want, when I wanted…its funny how things change…
13) Inflation is killing me! OUCH! I need people to donate to the “Help Liz fund!!” Takers? Anyone?!
14) CONGRATULATIONS A&M!
A: looks like I don’t need to ask you anything on 14 October 2007 anymore huh?! And you didn’t even tell me! Not cool!
15) Today tonight story: A lady went to get her eyebrows waxed. The wax was so hot that it dripped down onto her eyelids and her skin was ripped off together with the wax…ouch! Scary! Not good…
16) A million things running through my head…left, right, here, there and everywhere…I wish time would just stand still for an instant…a moment…I need time to think…
17) Song lyrics: “Whatever will be, will be…the futures not ours to see”…What happens when things change? When the plans that you made are no longer…you stuck through the ups, downs, twists and turns coz of the possibility – there was something you wanted to achieve…somewhere you wanted to reach…But somewhere along that long, windy and extremely bumpy road, something happened - and now theres a whole lot of what ifs, should I’s, could I’s and questions...theres a whole lot of uncertainties, possibilities, yes-es, nos, maybes, I don’t knows and I really don’t knows…
18) I don’t know what to wear! Its seriously so much easier being a guy – yes, really…I mean, how hard can it be to choose a coloured shirt and matching tie…you boys have NO idea what we girls have to go through! And now I only have 10 days to figure it out…the count down has begun…
19) What is with the weather? We’re almost at the end of spring and it seems like we’re in the middle of winter – I think I need to start planning my Great Barrier Reef trip before everything really does die!
20) ok ok…so everyone at works talking about how I’m almost “over the hill” – thanks guys! Makes me feel sooo much better!